Random thoughts

You should never buy books when you're drunk. You get home and then wonder what you were possibly thinking. Just because the author signed it doesn't mean that it's worth a read(especially if you've never read that author before). Next time buy the monkey book, it would at least be funny.

I hate making choices. If I'm in the mood to read this book now, will I still be in that mood when I get into the book? Will I lose interest or want to read something else? Then I feel so committed to finishing that first book, and it takes me forever to finish the first book because I'm just not into it. Why can't others just decide for me? Oh yeah, then I wouldn't like their decision, and resent it and them.

I've been in a mood to try to write my novel again. I've tried before, but can't quite seem to find the right voice. Why does my internal voice have laryngitis? Can I get a cup of lemon tea for my internal voice? It's not like I've used that voice so much it could have strained itself. Stupid internal vocal cords!

If you tell someone you no longer want him/her in your life, then why do you keep coming back to them? And why do you expect him/her to be the same after the 400,561st time? I know I can be a doormat, but even I'm not THAT bad!

I like wine. Been in a white wine mood lately. Of course, it's not the cheap stuff. Can't be that easy for me.

How much wood would a wood chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood? How does one chuck wood anyway? Maybe he can take a course in it. Or get "Chucking Wood for Dummies".